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Hey, remember when you want all stupid and deleted me as a friend and then had to ask me to add you back...? Yeah... smart. lmao -
lol yes think i wont forget anytime soon lol
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Hi You left a comment on my webblog "Too much Drama" and unfortunately it got lost in the shuffle. I made the picture bigger and lost your comment. If you wish you can repost. if not ... thanks for the post.
@beforedawn - sorry, i didnt know it was like that. now i feel bad....well....i dont know, i would still like to here what you have to say about those places. if you would tell me, im still interested....even in the not so good parts.
@drivemetothecoast - lol are you sure you wish an answer for that lucky? i served 20 years of my life for that lucky, and while i dont complain, i also spent time in both Kuwait and Iraq in 2003, in 1991 i was off the USS Jason doing repairs to ships out of Bahrain. been to a lot of places but never a rich man tour lol i got story after story and most not so very good but all so very real... thats what i saw ..all the very real.. but you live your fantasy and enjoy k? plenty of beauty out there but when ya go...look for the real k? not saying you cant enjoy but you can learn as well...
@beforedawn - what do you mean by that? im sure every place has its ups and downs but you really are so lucky to atleast have seen and expierenced those places no matter how it turned out. i would give anything to be able to see as much as you have. I have only been to california and London, i love to travel and i want to someday see more places all around the world. its exciting and i love to learn about different cultures and stuff like that. You are really lucky ahah :P
@drivemetothecoast - lol always loved to read and yes been to all those places, yet dont know if its better to dream of them or the actual reality..
i know we dont know eachother, but it just amazed me a lot reading the stuff about you. youve really been to all those places? i am full of envy :P and its cool you like to read!
lol was through two wars 1991, 2003, cancer in family twice, stroke, diabetes lol each one is a strike of added years even if they dont occur directly to you..so at 46 lol yep old..
@beforedawn - I know you aren't that old lol
@zoiemccall - lol in my youth lol in my youth...
@beforedawn - that's true but it's more fun to be on the other side. lol Plus trouble has it's advantages. You must enjoy some form of trouble form now and again?
@zoiemccall - being human is the best thing, its trying not to be that has gotten the world in so much trouble...
@beforedawn - Your analogy was good. :) I choose to keep my family away and sometimes my friends close. Being human is never a good thing.. Looking above and beyond is always better.
@zoiemccall - well they say grass is always greener on the other side of the hill so.. keep your ability to cry..it makes you human, keep your friends close and family will always be there and wish you luck and my thanks for the support
@beforedawn - my world is different then yours i reguard me crying asbeing weak because my life is so messed up you could say. You're not weak because you were able to withstand loosing a family member I have never been able to do that so for that I respect you. :) I"m sorry for your lose.You don't have to carry the weight of the world or be alone. I"m always here to talk to and I"m sure if you have a girfriend she is to. I understand where you are coming from I feel like I hold the world alot to so I know how you feel. I turn to someone I deeply like who supports me and that person isn't my family!
@zoiemccall - lost a brother at that time and things were a mess so..haven't been able to shed one..not that i haven't wanted to just simply cant and crying related to weak? please then let me be weak..kinda hard holding up this weight of world all on ones lonesome..
@beforedawn - why have you been unable to shed a tear? what holds you back? I don't cry it shows as a sign of weakness to those around me and I"m not weak!
@zoiemccall - lol think hard on that thought..been incapable
of shedding a tear since i was 17..though, sometimes, i really would
have wished since to have been able to shed even one...
@beforedawn - true tears are worth nothing. I'm the same way I'm free but bared
lol i have had an active life lol it beats crying lol
lol you seem free spirited. Good qualit in a perosn